redballetshoes

would you rather: live life to its full and die young, or continually walk through people and die old?

Don’t you worry your pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine and life makes love look hard.

If you want something, let it go. If it comes back, it’s yours forever. If it leaves your life without saying anything, it was never yours in the first place <3

You know that feeling? When you’re just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you’re tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay. But no one’s going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won’t be. But you’re still hoping. And you’re still wishing. And you’re still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting.

(Source: bloomingflower)

Home again. Back to the endless taps of the keyboard, the satisfaction of lying on the bed, to the fridge and no work.